He is one-legged. Now he vigorously Swings by on his crutches in the failing light. When I look next he has got off alone -- Christ, to do what? Way down the beach, he's thrown The crutches down and is hopping, his one thigh In the boiling white, toward a wave three times as high As he. Hesitates, though. The wave comes on And he hops back. In the sad, bad light I start my run. Stopwatch and clipboard, how they run for you! Eager and obedient in every thew Having had courses now on How to Cope With Death, on how to eat, to screw, to ope- n doors, breathe, spit, work zippers ... they can do The running but you make it all come true In charts, with points, paying off Faith and Hope: Dad in his old sweat suit, running head down Doggedly in the dusk, the stern beauty with the frown, The young couple goose-stepping shoulder-high, Eyes straight ahead, to warm up -- none of them smiles. I've heard at parties the questions ... "How many miles ...?" And the really serious runner's shy reply. Philosophy and Psychology of Death." "We were early in death studies," says the New School's proud president, John R. Everett. |