(Christ! this was years ago) the color of the air. I could best see her where she fl oated on the stone in shadow-duplicate, seeming, herself, almost her own faint-featured ghost over her charcoal show of self on things below; and free of anguish there. (blue canyon) the far side of his own autumn, with its grants of a certain number of clear, still days, with a fugitive richness of colors against the dusks coming early across chilly ground. And in that place, on that day, wondering if there were trout back up in there, he had caught a small one in the pool above a crossing, and letting him go stood for a moment, looking at the pebbles in their diff erent colors, in the shallows there, thinking -- not sadly, but as the outcome of a rough calculation -- This may be the last time I'll be up here, and do this. And so it was, on that shady feeder stream, in that steep place. unrepeatable you don't think of, at the time, so much is moment- by-moment fi tting together with never a joint showing and it all on the go |